I had counselling…

So I am not going to lie before having counselling I thought counselling was only for people with serious life problems. Like someone that recently lost a loved one or someone with a severe mental issue. (I know very ignorant of me.. sorry). Thank God I don’t think like that any more! My church has…

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He’s not right but I love him

So we are in the month of February (January was so long). Valentine’s Day around the corner, shops filled with big red cards, heart shaped balloons and cute teddy bears. All the fuss about love got me reminiscing about all the times I thought I liked someone but I didn’t really. But there was one…

My mind is telling me no but my body… 

I am sure you have heard these lyrics before. If you haven’t it’s from the song Bump and Grind by R-Kelly. I wouldn’t encourage you to go listen to it for many reasons.  Anyways, I got asked if music can affect the way you think and ultimately make you lustful. If you are still thinking…

I NEED HELP!

I need help.... something God has been teaching me this year. I can't do everything on my own. For a long time, I have been used to trying to fix things on my own. I think it's due to a number of reasons. First, I would say it's because I am a firstborn. As a…

Behind the scenes

So it's been about a year and half since I shared my testimony about molestation  and pornography .A lot of people reached out to me  both girls and boys saying that they struggled with the same and some still struggling. I received anonymous email a few months ago and it reminded me why I started…

Mrs Doubtfire

“Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.” What do Mary, Gideon, Sarah, Abraham, Peter, Thomas and I have in common? The answer is DOUBT. When Daniella asked me to write for Mastering Transparency I…

I felt like a failure

GCSE was a mission. Moving to London and starting a new life and school was hard for me. I started school late. I found GCSE's  hard. I did not come out with 5 A*-C. I didn't pass my English , Science and barely Maths. So when applying to college I had to do 3 years…

The Wait (part 2): Why is waiting hard ?

To wait is to hope, to hope is to be still and to be still is to work in the means of your boundaries. No extras or fanatics, tricks or add-ons just working within your grounds and working well. As a woman we mostly are called to wait as we reflect the church and Man…

It turned around for me

So if you read my post titled 'I AM FREE' a few months ago you would have guessed  I wasn't really happy with my overall university grade. I didn't fail but I thought I was a failure. But last week I was sent a letter that brought me to tears. I was sent a letter…

God… Are you still there?

So after a great start to the year I had a lot of questions for God. I was feeling motivated, ready, fired up to do all the things I planned out to do this year. However a little after I felt like God was taking his time to answer my questions. Things weren't not happening…