I will exalt you

What I learnt this year

I had counselling…

So I am not going to lie before having counselling I thought counselling was only for people with serious life problems. Like someone that recently lost a loved one or someone with a severe mental issue. (I know very ignorant of me.. sorry). Thank God I don’t think like that any more! My church has…

My mind is telling me no but my body… 

I am sure you have heard these lyrics before. If you haven’t it’s from the song Bump and Grind by R-Kelly. I wouldn’t encourage you to go listen to it for many reasons.  Anyways, I got asked if music can affect the way you think and ultimately make you lustful. If you are still thinking…

I NEED HELP!

I need help.... something God has been teaching me this year. I can't do everything on my own. For a long time, I have been used to trying to fix things on my own. I think it's due to a number of reasons. First, I would say it's because I am a firstborn. As a…

Behind the scenes

So it's been about a year and half since I shared my testimony about molestation  and pornography .A lot of people reached out to me  both girls and boys saying that they struggled with the same and some still struggling. I received anonymous email a few months ago and it reminded me why I started…

Mrs Doubtfire

“Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.” What do Mary, Gideon, Sarah, Abraham, Peter, Thomas and I have in common? The answer is DOUBT. When Daniella asked me to write for Mastering Transparency I…

I felt like a failure

GCSE was a mission. Moving to London and starting a new life and school was hard for me. I started school late. I found GCSE's  hard. I did not come out with 5 A*-C. I didn't pass my English , Science and barely Maths. So when applying to college I had to do 3 years…

The Wait (part 2): Why is waiting hard ?

To wait is to hope, to hope is to be still and to be still is to work in the means of your boundaries. No extras or fanatics, tricks or add-ons just working within your grounds and working well. As a woman we mostly are called to wait as we reflect the church and Man…

It turned around for me

So if you read my post titled 'I AM FREE' a few months ago you would have guessed  I wasn't really happy with my overall university grade. I didn't fail but I thought I was a failure. But last week I was sent a letter that brought me to tears. I was sent a letter…

God… Are you still there?

So after a great start to the year I had a lot of questions for God. I was feeling motivated, ready, fired up to do all the things I planned out to do this year. However a little after I felt like God was taking his time to answer my questions. Things weren't not happening…