Why did I go university?

So I have been asking God this question recently and  I think I got the answer. So let's take a trip down memory lane... So four years ago around this time, I got accepted to go Essex University. But I didn't want to go. My mind was set on Kent University. Because it was ranked higher…

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The struggles of a Christian house girl

This is a very very spontaneous post but Mastering Transparency is like my public online diary anyways. So here it goes... Yesterday I was annoyed because I planned my day I was supposed to pray with a friend, bible study, go over what I learnt from church, work on a few blog posts, job search…

Behind the scenes

So it's been about a year and half since I shared my testimony about molestation  and pornography .A lot of people reached out to me  both girls and boys saying that they struggled with the same and some still struggling. I received anonymous email a few months ago and it reminded me why I started…

Mrs Doubtfire

“Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.” What do Mary, Gideon, Sarah, Abraham, Peter, Thomas and I have in common? The answer is DOUBT. When Daniella asked me to write for Mastering Transparency I…

Doubt… will God actually do it?

I can't actually remember the last time I wrote  a post on here. I have been quite busy writing posts for Girl Got Faith - an amazing award winning  girls christian online magazine (check it out !!). I have been also trying to sort out my life. I work in a school at the moment…

I felt like a failure

GCSE was a mission. Moving to London and starting a new life and school was hard for me. I started school late. I found GCSE's  hard. I did not come out with 5 A*-C. I didn't pass my English , Science and barely Maths. So when applying to college I had to do 3 years…

The Wait (part 2): Why is waiting hard ?

To wait is to hope, to hope is to be still and to be still is to work in the means of your boundaries. No extras or fanatics, tricks or add-ons just working within your grounds and working well. As a woman we mostly are called to wait as we reflect the church and Man…

The Wait (part 1): Why is it so important?

When cooking we- as mature and sane minded humans, understand the importance and detrimental repercussions from interrupting the process of a cooked meal. Furthermore we grasp what happens when partaking of it before it's time; we can understand the foolish decision of believing it was worth the danger in comparison to just waiting a few…

It turned around for me

So if you read my post titled 'I AM FREE' a few months ago you would have guessed  I wasn't really happy with my overall university grade. I didn't fail but I thought I was a failure. But last week I was sent a letter that brought me to tears. I was sent a letter…