It turned around for me

So if you read my post titled 'I AM FREE' a few months ago you would have guessed  I wasn't really happy with my overall university grade. I didn't fail but I thought I was a failure. But last week I was sent a letter that brought me to tears. I was sent a letter…

I was too eager to find love…

I was one of those girls that was very eager to find love. I was looking for someone to love me at a young age. At the time it seemed like everyone had a boyfriend. I kept on seeing all these 'bae goals' on Instagram and I thought 'chaii Baba God' when will I have…

God… Are you still there?

So after a great start to the year I had a lot of questions for God. I was feeling motivated, ready, fired up to do all the things I planned out to do this year. However a little after I felt like God was taking his time to answer my questions. Things weren't not happening…

When ‘they’ come

Stay away from 'they' as Dj Khaled would say. In this post 'they' is negative thoughts and emotions . I am sure everyone deals with negative thoughts sometimes. But I think it's about time we have control over them . I was in my room thinking as I normally do and negative thoughts started to…

I am…FREE

Wow it's actually the last day of 2016. What a year it has been. This year God was taking me on a journey (as usual)... a journey to freedom. From when I was a little girl I just wanted to be happy, free and loved. The default screw face I had on for so many years…

Little Miss Lonely

Yes you guessed it this post is about the 'L' word..... loneliness. Recently I have been feeling this type of way due to a mixture of things. I know I am not the only one that struggles with this so I thought why not write a post about it. So I know feeling lonely  is not…

Dear Fresher…

Most of you  would know A-levels results day was last week and by now some of our friends and loved ones are getting ready to go to university soon. So I  thought why not make a blog post for those going university. I asked some of my friends and family what advice they would give a…

Mastering Transparency

So I have been  wanting  to change the name to my blog for awhile, finally decided to call it Mastering Transparency and this is the story behind it. This year has been interesting I never thought I would tell anyone about my struggles with pornography , let alone telling the whole world via internet. It's been…

How to forgive

So this was supposed to be published  a few weeks ago but I didn't want to be a fake or pretend that this forgiveness journey is going really well. I talked myself out of writing about forgiveness because I am still struggling with it. I don't want people to read my post and think... Daniella…

Your friends have it!

So some of you may know I turned 21 years old  this week. I didn't want to celebrate my birthday because birthdays for me in the past  reminded me of everything bad about my life. Another year of struggling with pornography, loneliness, not feeling loved, not having my Father around and overall just bad mood…